Was checking on my hard disk and I found these random old pics. hahaha.. memories anyway.. happy and funny memories... lol...
random-ness in class..
Siao eye on msia..
Our fav place always- after class random-ness
hahahahah.. like these pics so much
Tired mentally and physically lately. I seriously need to settle down this so called UK life already. No more slacking around.
Besides, I feel bad for bothering people around me always too. Am I relying on them? or the other way round? No matter how it goes, I think everyone needs their own time and space. Let December be an anti social month. Let it be an economic month. Let it be a peaceful month. =)
I slowly feel I am getting far from Malaysia. Everything seems like changing in a pace where I could not catch up at all.
Anyhow, life goes on. I am trying my very very best to move on despite all the question marks in my mind and puzzles in my heart that actually giving some feel of a pinch on your skin.
Finish cleaning my room. Hoping to clean the room in me too. I still miss you guys though. Take care always.
Unlucky things I encounter today.
1) Early in the morning, I woke up and decided to go to farmsfood to get some prawn. However, when I reach there. I totally forgotten that I am there to get the prawns. Instead, I bought a lot of eggs=.=
2) I decided to go Sainsbury in the afternoon to get some rice. Instead of that, I went to pet shop. =.=
3) While I was cooking, I fry my fingers. Somehow I was thinkin on some matter and didn't realise that my finger, is in the oil till i feel the pain =.=
4) When Im peeling the foil, I poke my finger on the sharp saw to cut the foil.
5) Received some idiot's msg that again, worsen my mood.
6) My internet connection was being cut off suddenly and my night goes off like that.
7) I realise I didnt bring any medicine for burnt. and those fingers are swollen now=.=
Had enough.. is that all? can it stop here?
sighhh.. well i'll still smile.. happy go lucky.. how true was it.. see what happens tmr then. sigh..
It's 5am in the morning in Bristol now. What I can say is just another sleepless night. It's a day, a day with grey sky. After dinner, I went to Juin's house to get some notes. I ate a lot today. A lot. From the things I ate. I clearly knew that I'm totally not in a mood. But I feel nothing. Not emo as well. Just need some talk with somebody. Anybody. Eventually, I knew what I must do at that moment, is to have a walk. We're bored. We decided to go to Sainsbury to have a walk. F.Y.I, Sainsbury is the only place that operates until 10pm here. After buying some groceries, my mood is not back yet. I asked them to bring me to have a walk in uni. My resistance had stopped me from discovering the uni ever since I reached UK. Besides my class, I never know where is the library, the toilets, the cafeterias, the computer labs and so on. I found my place, a place that I can hide my self from others when I need to be alone. I found the library. The stools outside the bar. A nice place indeed. Have some talk with both of them. Talked about everything. I slowly feel the dark side of mine. I am complaining about a friend who used to be one of my close friend. Is this back stabbing? Is it called back stabbing when everyone else felt the same way too? I don't know. Just feel that I am a hypocrite. I need to take note on this. Bad habit I guess. Well, my mom will tell me this is nature of human. But I always believe that when you start treating people around you with your true heart, they'll do the same too.
You might be laughing there, thinking it's so impossible to have people giving their true heart , doing everything and saying everything based on their sincerity. Everyone had their own way to define it. While I always believe that people will appreciate it. No matter how many times I fall. This is me. People will call this stubborn. Or some might say it's stupid. Try it. U will know what I mean.
However, I really hates her. I hope that she will stop bothering a white piece of paper. Somehow I just wish that I can buy her hundred bottles of clorox, turning her into white instead of the geli pink.. puik. =.=
Suddenly, I feel like listening to the song by Eagles, Love will keep us alive,introduced by yj, but I realised that I don't have it in this computer. Downloaded it, and listened to it "N" times. Calm.
Guess it's just a lil hormone imbalance in me. Hopefully it will be alrite when the sun arise again. I also believe in.. LIFE GOES ON~~~~~ hahahahha... if I have the chance to be happy, why not.
-ngiaksssssss-
Ok I am sorry for not updating this blog. I admit that I'm darn lazy over this holiday. Okay, here goes some random pics and pics for my Birmingham trip.
Are you a PC? yes~!! I am definitely pc~!! Forever pc and pc forever. Never change. I am still me although I'm here.
^^ Hope you both like it... wish to celebrate xmas with you guys so so much.. sigh... /.\ is okay... we can defer it.. ^^
Latest me... FAT!! >< i dun want... T.T
Church in Birmingham. I like the structure. nice...
Bull ring- the biggest shopping centre in Europe.. Somehow i just don't understand, why it is called bull ring, but with a structure of a whale=.=
The place I got you both most things, changing with my own misery.. lol... ahahahah
Krispy Kream~! but I still miss J Co the most... superb J co...
The backpackers hostel i stayed in. Colourful, isn't it? The room has got more than 4 colours on it's wall=.= superb.
Another happiness in Birmingham is that I got to eat the original Malaysia food!! this, prawn noodle.
Curry Laksa. Even taste better than curry laksa in Msia.
Kangkung balacan.
Fish head mee hoon.. ^^
Do Msia hv this xmas tree design for ferero? if not, I'll buy for you guys.
Me- playing around with the omg hat... =.=
Peep!!!! I really miss you guys.. a lot..is okay.. I'm gonna be back.. soon.. ^^
-cheers-
Just reached home from backpacking to Birmingham.. huh.. tired... but can't wait to show u guys what I got for u guys from there.
Nothing special over there actually, but, I knew u guys will love this place. Cadbury world. The world largest cadbury shop is there=.= M too tired to blog on my trip today, so just roughly show u guys, things i bring back with nine cow two tiger's energy... @,@
this one I made from chocs, as in, write it with choc.
and me my self
and theseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... are chocs...horrible terrible chocs..=.= that cashier got a shock n he tot I am a chocoholic. He even get a big big shock when i say i hate chocs actually... lol...
should I say, part of the choc? only from cadbury world. Other choc that I've collected so far, are not in here, yet..=.=
ok la dude.. Im really sleepy.. lol.. sleep sin... ngiak ngiak... tmr will update more pics and updates bout my trip this time.
p/s: I sacrifice my self for u guys u know.. T.T.. that choc smell in that factory is terrible horrible n vegiiiieee table..=.= for me...
-ok..K.O-
早上做完ASSIGNMENT。。。睡了一下。。心情好多了。。哈哈哈。。
想通啦。。你们尽管来“攻击” 我吧。。看看你们的耐力强还是我的耐力强。。NGIAK NGIAK。。。姓陈的。。我看你这里烂到不行的臭苹果可以坚持到几时。。看到你的样子。。=。= 真可怜你。。。装出来的人。。毕竟还是丑的。。=。= BLEEEEEE。。。 我肥！ 但是脸皮厚一点的说， 我觉得我漂亮过你！HEKKK，因为。。你真的是一个烂到没有得在烂的。。烂苹果！！
唉。。舒服舒服。。。
老娘冲凉去跑步。。。
这是我今晚PO 的第4篇东西。。
今晚真的睡不着。。现在这个时间唯一可以和我聊天的是它，部落格。。我的样子白痴吗。。为什么每个都把我拿来开玩笑?
在这里。。明明很清楚那些戴着假面具的人。。
为什么就是不敢和她们说我真的很讨厌你们， 不要有ASSIGNMENT时才来勾肩搭背呢?！ 几时， 我才会学会说不?几时，我才会不理会别人可不可以顺利毕业呢。。看见你们两个的脸。。我真的想吐！ 用心对每一个人。。人家会用心对你吗?
今天。。暂时休息一下。。。明天， 才继续笑。。可以吗?
因为。。我想当普通电器。。不想当冰箱。。
-冰箱，重来被启动后，就没有休息这个字-
唉，接了妈妈的电话后。。真的很烦。。。
为什么来到这里。。听到的东西还是关于钱，生意，顾客。
听到的，还是放假回去要做ACCOUNT?
这样。。我宁愿不要回去。。。我不要这样的家。。。
没有一句。。是关心的。。竟然还叫我得空要教妹妹。。。
就连交朋友， 都要听她的！！
真的不明白为什么有些人， 明明还是朋友时， 就不珍惜。。
恶言恶语， 伤人不少后， 我也已经慢慢忘记了。。
但是她就是不罢休。。老是去黏我妈妈。。。
好啦。。现在我妈妈打来不是关心我， 是告诉我别人的孩子多好。。
说我小气。。不珍惜她这样的朋友。。。 [无言]
真的很累。。非常累。。。想回她种种利用我的手段。。想回我怎样被她搞的我对
每个朋友都有戒心。。
真的很伤心。。。为什么她不可以让我好过一点呢。。。为什么要利用我妈妈呢。。。
别人的孩子。。别人的孩子。。别人的孩子。。
Suddenly feel my father is quite handsome... face only=.= lets see
if u only look at his face.. look..
summore look a bit like liu song ren tim~!!
But if u look at his face, with his tummy=.=
sighhhh...more like santa.. lol lol.. aaaaaaaahahahahha...
but still , love him.. ngiak ngiak
-papa santa-
I think... is better to stay away from the cliff, then falling into it.. again.. cuz this time around is really no joke... I can sense that this is far more challenging than the previous one... I can't bear with the consequences actually.. well.. go back to my normal life is better.. ngiak ngiak..
And.. im gonna collect it all!! bahahhaah.. cuz is damn the cute... @,@
6 more to go.. hohohohohoo....
-lpc-
忽然间有很多感触。。
非常感谢你们， 一直都在我身边。。
All the supports, all the helping hands, all the true-est feelings through the heart. (",)
在这里。。我， 还是我。。
Same as u guys, stand by all the time, prepare to lend a hand for everything, without any hesitation and complain.
-we rocks-
P/S: instant food rocks , too.
Pools of swansss...
See see!! Really got ugly ducklings one !!
Beautiful isn't it?
Lots n lots of swans, makes me feel like eating "xiu ngor" =.=
