[justamarshmallowgurl]- deepest depression

A girl walks without her soul after her second completed exam subject.
She's not sure about why she is taking exam while she has a minimal interest in this certificate at all. This is the first time this girl is so worried about - STUDIES???? holy sh**, that's such an unbelievable event.o.O.
Facebook Lucky Daily predicted that her luck is only 16% that day. She was not in a perfect mood. As she walks to Sainsbury, a bud called and that is when her true happiness is- to prepare food and hanging around.
Pathetic little girl, she thought she should not complain anymore about the current life. she reached home and wanted just to speak to her siblings and cousin about how stress she is about this exams. So she invited the group stated as 'family' in her messenger list.
Worst thing is coming and she is happily typing--'ahhhh... i hate exam! i hate masters! i'm so scared that i will fail!!'
Shyuan: ' jie i said something to her that i need to be responsibled for today. '
The girl stopped typing. The other siblings and cousin continue talking some other rubbish rather than listen to her.
Then, her sister started another chat box and told her that she scolded the so called mom.
Marshmallow got shocked. Her sis told her that she scolded the 'mom' after a series of 'action movies' that caused a 17 years old boy cried over the phone pleading her to fetch him back from shop. A 17 year old boy- an age where usually guys will only cry over issues like breaking up with his girl friend or stuff.
The most interesting part? What did sister scolded?

[One day all of us will leave you. nobody dare to voice out their feelings to you. i am sorry we dint meant to hurt you we still respect u as mum, so nobody want to tell you how we feel about this family]

Did this change the future of the 5 kids who genuinely hates the family ever since they know there're something call friends? Answer- No.

What happen then? Answer- more action movies, more dramas in front of outsiders, more humiliations to the world best dad.

Facebook updates by sisterss the girl saw in her facebook:

younger sis[God is so fair...once HE give u wealthy, HE will take away ur happiness...once HE give u happiness, HE will take away ur wealthy... it's fair n square... if i can choose, i rather choose the poor but having happiness... wealthy cannot buy happiness but happiness can bring us to a wealthy life.]

Elder [i felt like my face and head are no longer my face and head], [afraid to sleep]

Marshmallowgurl felt so helpless that afternoon. She threw 2 word in the family conference in messenger and she left the box- stupid family......

Her sister continue passing a message to her. A massage from her dad. [just take it as dog barking. You guys thought i don't know how you all feel? you though i don't know ur sis keeps studying so that she can stay over there? Good also. Study, earn some income, leave this house. and he will not blame us if we don't wanna come back visit.]

Gurl finally shed her tears. A moment where she feels money is what He gave. But happiness is what He takes away. She asked if she can share half of the mother with smalltownboy- helpless yet she must be strong to continue wearing the mask of a happy look. She love her father so much that she know she won't leave the family. The father and the friend is the only reason of the scary amount of stamping with the word [ HEATHROW] in her passport. Gurl's helpless. She made her self drained and fall into a deep sleep.

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