When u overnight in the library..

When u overnight in the library.. you will eventually saw many weird n funny things happen... as if it was all arranged to entertain you so that you will not fall asleep...

First.. we saw many handsome.. hohohohoho.. this is not the main point.

Then.. when we thought no one will come in anymore as it was alrd late night.. here comes a group of black guys, as if they wanted to whack u up or smtg..

Of coz, usually , in this kind of gang, there will definitely be a nerd in there. we saw the nerd with.. super oily hair,estimated he had not taken his shower for 1 month=.= and sk even asked me whether i need some oil for cooking=.= wt....

2am in the morning and this is what happen that makes me decided to start blogging.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah...

that black macho wannabe guy.. starts walking around.. and then.. when we look at him.. he looked around as if there were winds and he is so handsome, shooting an advertisement for sunsilk and then "BANG"! he knock on the shelf!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH he quickly look back to see whether anyone saw that embarrassing moment.. but.. sorry.. ALL OF US 8 eyes, were looking at him. XDDDDD

sk n me hold our self back from laughing as we don’t know him.. but the moment his friend start laughing loudly, we can't stop laughing!!! and sk even laugh till her tears drop=.= what the.. bad gal...

ok la.. back to assign.. sighhh...

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can i overcome all these?

can i continue my masters?

can i go back asap?

can i handle what i should handle now?

=.= can i stop can i here and get my ass to work on that assignment?

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I just wanna say I MISS YOU 7 lil peebol @@

Peebol who know me well know that I hardly say I miss you to other peebol...

was resting the whole day [due to a trip] . This weird feelings suddenly come over. 

I miss you guys so so so so so much! 

I don't know how much is that but i just feel like shouting out to you peebol...

7 lil peebol ... you know who u are? 

Assless hoor ,boobie ying and MD za bo...I miss you guys the most.. T.T

then i miss banana, mighty wall, fire chicken king and my idiot 2nd sis....

sigh... I miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you, i miss you , i miss you and i miss you...

7 i miss you.. sighh... how good if u guys are around me... 

I wish i could celebrate assless hoor's bday.. he claim that no body wants to celebrate for him... 

I curse those peebol who takes him for granted. Think with ur ass when he squeeze him brain doing things for you guys..cihhh ciiip ahh...

assless hoor.. ^^ u are getting old d.. ahazz

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回到来不知不觉已经有3个星期了。。。
一切。。都不一样了。。
不能接受变化。。也只好把自己封锁起来。。
与世隔绝。。。免得犯贱的让自己一直被伤害。。
虽然说逃避是白痴的。。
但至少逃避时，时间可以让人慢慢忘掉一些事情。。
所庆幸的是。。我知道在10458KM 的地方。。一直有几位我可以相信的人。。。
想到这里。。也感到满足了吧。。
不要想了。。加油吧。。不开心。。日子还是要过下去。。！！
加油!!

If I die, I die of assignmentss

Doing out a schedule and I found this---> Due Dates

26 Feb - Strategic Management

12 Mar - Managing Change

18 Mar - DBK [ literature review paper @6k words w-out reflective]

30 Mar- DBK Learning Journal

2 Apr - Organisation analysis assign + learning journal.

 

the gap between one to one assignment is --> 3 to 12 days

best part is the weightage for these assigns is from 50 - 60% of whole coursework. great=.=yay~~~~!! =.=

can I overcome this. I hope I can... GOSHHHH!!

I suddenly realise that outside is really scary. Politics are everywhere. My room is my comfort zone now. I feel secure in my room. Very secure. But the minutes I'm out, I'm afraid that my words will hurt people. Same time, I'm afraid of being hurt. Memories on year 2008 isn't that good. Pain is still there when I tries to flashback. Can people just give a little bit of mercy, at least, do not stab so hard into the heart. It's already full with scar. I ain't emo now. Really. =) cuz i get to know that there are still few person that I can totally trust and they've tried their best to pamper me. Thanks. I do not need more new peeps that I don't understand at all and might hurt me anymore. Do not need at all. Especially when the truth behind is all ugly stuff like Joanna song :" I am paranoid of these kind of things, that you are using me" lol... good sentence though.

 

Me and ms za bo lately realise that we shall actually protect ourself. cuz people out there are really too unpredictable. ngiakss

10.17pm and while I was browsing some picture in secondary. Gosh=.= I should not have miss this person=.= and I should seriously start dieting=.= gosh... start start start!! cut cut cut! =.= ugly till dunno which country.. =.= hate

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UK

Reach UK again at last.. after 16 hours flight , 2 hours transit waiting hours, 1 hour waiting for coach, 2 hours coach, and finally 30 minutes taxi..=.=

During these hours, I've done all these:

1) Watched Dexter, Powerpuff girls, Samurai Jack, National Geog, Monster Inc, High School musical,  27 dresses, and open season 2.

2)Sleep for 5 hours in fligh

3) Stare at the disgusting food

4) Go into the lavatory and start plucking my white hairs (this is the most insane stuff i think)

5) Stare at the quite handsome air waiter (dunno what is it call) for very very very long=.=

6) Star at the stars out there.

7) Looking at the sign on the emergency exit , afraid that anything happen=.=

8) Massage my ass ..lol..

and then at last i reach=.=

my room is in a super mess! and i've cleaned it...

I miss evthing n ev body in Msia! ><

 

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R.I.P TO AH POH POH

Suddenly, many images flashed back in my mind. pictures where she asked me n hoor, whether we want coffee, crackers, asking us to have our meal 10 times a day, afraid that we are hungry.

Happy when she saw us, and body that been tortured by the cruel cancer cells. they took her. They took her away from us when Im in Taiwan, no body told me as they wouldn't want us to be sad over there.

Went over to her place just now. Her daughter are trash. Pure trash...

I am not allowed to go for the burning ceremony. Hatred slowly grow in my heart, though I know it is not a correct action. I can't control that feeling. The feelings on a person who is so self centred and act like a perfect faker. This situation will then put me into a dilemma.

I am back, for my friends, I leave again, because I hate facing this kind of atmosphere.

-Running out from this depress feelings-

** just few hours is more than enough.

I am happy that I am back from Taiwan..but yet, I realise that I have to face something more cruel .. One more week and I am gonna go back to the place where I hardly see my dearest friends and family.. goshhh...but no worries i guess.. cuz.. with MAXIS~~ bla bla bla=.= commercial time.. hahahahahah...

Knew few new friends from Taiwan.. good one...

Bought loads n loads of things...

toys, jackets, hoodies, bags, sneakers, souvenirs.. etc.. etc..=.=

Have to start packing .. again=.= I HATE packing=.= ishhhh... luckily, I've got... the magic word**.... ^^

 

** KAKAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK~~~

 

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