Every time when there's big age, every year around this time, there'll definitely be someone that I care , had a serious illness and predicted not gonna live long and leave before new year.. I don't want that to happen..., T.T... anymore... it alrd happened 2 times!!! I don't want it to be the 4rd this time. T.T helpless...

Sis said she asked about when I am going to visit her every time my sis went for a visit. I miss her too... her son and daughter!!!! no one is taking care of her! only her granddaughter! the one and only grand daughter! Hating her son n daughter.... they didnt even want to pay for her medical bills!

I wanna go back....