its been long!

Ahh.. when is the last time i blog here.. -.= long time ago.
WARNING! this is not an emo post!!
Tonight i suddenly miss all important person for me again..
I thought i will be strong this time...
But knowing that I do not have a confirmation on whether i will be going back soon makes me feel insecure. I had never miss them so much like i do tonight.
Manage to hold back my super precious tears finally..~~

However, 20 minutes ago.. I get to find a stack of cards which some i bring frm msia and some i received when i'm in uk. Not to forget, together with a diary. A diary full with many words of encouragement for my self whenever i am sad.

Great=.= some smart ass read all the cards and started to feel ahhhh.. touched by the memoriess.. very very nice and precious memories. Then this smart ass stare at the diary=.= curious on what had she wrote for her self last time.. to be precise, from 2 years ago.

So, this smart ass finally went and tear of the super strong plaster on the surface of her heart and smack it on the wound by reading every page of it =.= boooh!! great... she feel the pain=.= finally.. the smart ass drop a few drop of super holy water and now the smart ass couldnt sleep.. wahhhhhhhh!! not emo she suddenly shouted.. is just SENTIMENTAL.. =.= she know.. she will be strong.. even though she is not. she will learn.. learn while she keeps falling and get all the dirt and hurts all over her body.

Be strong, my self. I will support u always.

pc lee