I can’t shit, i got constipation these few days. It makes me feel I am a piece of shit. Don’t get near to shit then. Shit brings you ntg but shit.

I don’t even dare too look back my previous posts. After recalling what happened previously, I seriously feel that I am actually useless, and bad person.

I actually move more than 100 post about a year ago, to another address. It happens that I visit it today and i feel that i’m  sick. hoho.. watever. Like pple say, I never learn. Maybe I learn, but very slow.

Anyway, sorry to anyone if I ever say something harsh or did something meaningless.

Oh yea.. finish the exam ages ago. My routine –> wake, eat, bath, paperwork , paperwork, paperwork, eat, sleep, game, game, paperwork, sleep. swt=.-lll  lolzz..

Everyone is leaving soon! Gonna miss them loads.

pc

What a weird feel

I am surrounded by many friends , making ba zang today. Laughed a lot. But I at the same time I am missing my besties a lot. Really lot. At moments I have this random thoughts to go back immediately. I really misses them so much. It’s been very long since I last sat together and laugh with them. Everyone has got their hectic life.

The feel of insecurity further attack my mind when I realise that another buddy of mine is going to Australia and I didn’t even manage to meet her before she go. I understands that life has got many people entering in every different phase. But at this phase, doubtless they are very important people for me besides my family, as I always agree with one quote I once read in a book. “ Family are those chosen by God, but Friends are family members that you choose.”

- sometimes, these feeling of missing your dearest people drags you down even you are enjoying your day with a day long laughter, how much I wish to be laughing together with them at this moment. I miss you guys. Post exam aren’t perfect, at all in UK. -

-pc lee-